Michelle Rodriguez went out of her mind after Paul Walker’s demise

She’s pretty hurt when a great friend of hers passed away last 2013. In a recent interview with ‘Entertainment Weekly’, Michelle Rodriguez admitted to feeling so affected about the death of her ‘Furious 7’ costar Paul Walker. “I actually went on a bit of a binge. I went pretty crazy. A lot of the stuff I did last year I would never do had I been in my right mind,” she confessed.

“I was pushing myself to feel. I felt like nothing I could do could make me feel alive, so I just kept pushing myself harder and harder. I was traveling, and I was having sex. And I was just trying to ignore everything that I was feeling,” Rodriguez added. Of course, she’s talking about PDAing or going topless with Cara Delevigne, as well as her short-lived romance with Zac Efron (which was allegedly pretty damn hot for anyone to handle).

“I could see Paul once every two years and just know there was another human on the planet who’s deep like me, who loves like that. When that disappears, you wonder, ‘Wait a minute, what do I hold on to?’ There was nothing to tether me to this existence: ‘Why am I f—king here? And, like, why’d you leave without me?’” Michelle stated.